I was staring at the incredible view from the hot mineral pool. Elephant fountains shooting hot spring water from their trunks. Majestic. Absolutely majestic.
And all I could think was, “I did this.”
I could thank God, The Universe, Truth… Oprah- whatever you want to call it. God, The Universe, Truth did not “do” this. God The Truth just is.
I did this.
I brought myself to this IS.
Our experiences are results of co-creating with The Universe Truth. We have to place ourselves into Truth.
My Truth is that seven years ago today I was supposed to get married. And it never happened.
The not happening, was one of the best things that ever happened to me. That marriage would’ve been the death of me. It almost was.
And in that almost death, I found my life… my light. And I decided to take back the date 10/10. It belongs to me now. And every year, instead of lamenting over what wasn’t and what isn’t, I celebrate what IS- the Great IS that came from it all… the Truth that was revealed.
Somehow, in my almost death, when there was nothing left of me, I managed (with some help) to find myself atop a volcano. I was broken and scared, desperate and devastated. But that was the moment I began to heal, to become whole (something I never was).
It was a long road from that volcano top. And now, seven years later, on the day that I reclaimed, I am once again atop a volcano. The sun is rising and the light ascending. But this time I am whole and happy. I stand atop this volcano in all my glory, my power, my greatness, my love. The Earth’s core, and mine, alive inside. I have come here not to seek what I cannot find, but to know myself in this way.
God did not do this. The Truth did not orchestrate it. This existed. And I brought myself to this place. Here. And now.
I did this.